Thursday, May 7, 2009

I've been up since 5:30..my thoughts will not allow my body to rest. I need Jesus. I need His Word. "The Lord is close to those who are broken-hearted and crushed in spirit". I believe what Psalm 34:18 says. I am encouraged by Psalm 37:34 that tells me "Don't be impatient for the Lord to act! Travel steadily along this path."

I know that your servant David identifies with my struggle as he says "I love them, but they try to destroy me-even as I am praying for them. They return evil for good and hatred for my love." Psalm 109:4,5

Gotta be honest here...sometimes ministry rocks me to my core and causes me to examine the very foundations of my faith.

Psalm 43:2 says it perfectly, "You are my God, my only safe haven." Truly, where else can I go?

Like Psalm 35:8 states, I HAVE tasted of the Lord, and I KNOW HE IS GOOD. There is JOY for those who trust in HIM.

7 comments:

Joan said...

Praying for you Erik and the boys today.

Cara said...

It always amazes me that you stay so strong in your faith!

Megan said...

Thank you for this blog!

Anonymous said...

So good, Bethany...
Ministry is hard.

sharonie said...

call me!

Rae Nolt said...

I'm a pastor's child...and know how ministry can rock you to the core. Praying for you!

Me..... said...

thanks so much for sharing those. I need to pass those on to my sister in law right now ;)