Friday, May 18, 2007

Won't you be, won't you be my neighbor?

More on the vacation later...for now, here are some thoughts that I am wrestling with.


With the warmer weather the boys and I have spent more time outside recently. I have had the opportunity to talk to several neighbors and catch up on what's happened this last winter season. It's been heart breaking to hear about what has occurred in these people's lives. One neighbor is getting a divorce and their son is Parker's summer play mate. One neighbor just lost a young relative to a rare disease. One neighbor just lost a teenage son to a tragic accident. My heart has been burdened for these people who live their lives just hundreds of feet away from me and my sheltered world. I'm so involved in the "ministry" of the church, that I've ignored the hurting just steps from my own front door. I've been convicted, yet thankful that God has opened up my eyes. The summer is the perfect opportunity to spend time with these people. I see each of them on almost a daily basis, and what am I doing about it? How come I can stand up and speak to a group of people in church, but when it comes time to sharing my faith with one, I find myself scared? Because the church is safe for me. Most of the people there are there because they want to hear about God. The chances of me being rejected at church are slim. I've been praying for boldness to speak life and truth to those I come in contact with daily. These people have literally and physcially knocked on our door in attempt to form friendships with us. I know Matthew says, "go into all the world and preach..." but in our case, the world is literally coming to us. What am I doing about it? Jesus give me boldness to speak life, give me boldness to live truth, and give me boldness to seize every opportunity that you've ordained.

3 comments:

sharonie said...

When we are open to the Lord and willing to do his will, I love seeing his acutal fingerprints upon my life. Just like how he placed you straticially by these people's house. I am anxious to hear how things go when they return.

Joan said...

Bethany, I love your heart. I love that you are willing to put it all out there and admit your weaknesses. I know you know what God says about that "when we are weak then He is strong". You have admitted your weaknesses and now God can use you. Just today Pastor Ross preached on Romans 1 part of it inclulded verse 16 "I am not ashamed of the gostpel`

Joan said...

(I messed up the comment...." the verse says " I am not ashamed of the gospel because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes" Shame keeps us from receiving and from sharing the amazing grace of God. When we really grasp and understand God's grace we will not be ashamed (or afraid) because we will understand the power that is in the grace that God offers us. That God has put you in the middle of all this pain is a testimony to his desire to use you and Erik to impact your neighborhood in powerful and miraculous ways. So take a step of faith and share the love of Jesus with them, step back and watch with amazment the grace and power of God begin to work salvation in each of their lives.
Love you,
Joan